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02 - February

2022-02-05

i was in turkey but then got teleported into someone else’s body

the someone was some random person from northern russia

i had to go to the hotel they were staying at and find some girl that was with them

it took me several attempts because i found the wrong person first

i woke up right after finding the right person

2022-02-06

i was on the poppy’s cult discord server

the members were saying slurs repeatedly

like not just slurs but sentences with slurs

i think kryptonaut called someone r****ed

either mace or koyo called someone a f****t

the conversation was about video games i think

also i’m not sure if this was even a dream but it seems like it is

2022-02-09

i shit myself in a waterpark

the waterpark just only opened and it was empty yet

it looked suspiciously similar to the waterpark i have in my city

after shitting myself i got teleported back home where i had to get rid of the shit

my home looked like the one i had before moving to the current one

2022-02-10

cool a dream in a dream

so i was driving with my dad in a car somewhere

it was prolly a long trip between cities

i was having a nice dream

it was about me being able to use the spectator mode

like you know in minecraft

i’d teleport to random places in the world and just fly there

it was pretty cool and the atmosphere was nice

maybe because it wasn’t fucking winter

when i woke up we arrived at some uhhhhh port?

like it was near a river and we just drived into it and they took the car

i had to sit and wait for my dad

i didn’t have a phone so they didn’t just let me out for some reason

i met some people there including my friends who tried to help me

there was also a guy who could allegedly read your thoughts or something

he read that some girl was into girls and people started talking about

one of my former classmates revealed she’s into anal sex to some other guy

i woke up before my dad arrived

2022-02-14

haha not actually new i had it yesterday

the first dream was me getting kicked from the yesterweb server for speaking in russian

the second dream was a bit longer

it was a summer night and i was near a khruschevka

i was buying stuff for my old classmate

apparently i nearly killed her or something and it was compensation idk

the stuff was mainly groceries

i couldn’t find orange juice for some reason but did in the end

2022-02-16

there were 2 dreams which i barely remember

the first one was a story of some sort

it was similar in some aspects to the anime i had been watching before falling asleep

so there were a group of people who were given very specific superpowers

specifically it was teleportation but only as a clone

so like avatar if i’m not misremembering it

the clone could also be an animal and not only human

that includes fictional animals

i have no fucking clue what the missions were but it seems like they didn’t make any sense

the main character visited a few random places where they did nothing

there was a scene with an empty beach at night a swimming pool and some random guy’s apartment

the last one welcomed the clone for some reason

in the second dream i was the main character however

i don’t quite remember what happened in detail

i think i was being punished for something

also the whole thing happened in the real places i’ve been to and not random shit

i remembered that in the latter dream i was redesigning my website

i made the background light blue instead of dark green and added some pink

for some reason it looked cool to me even though it was awful

that was i guess the reason why no one liked it

also remembered that there was something related to toberuberstobe

like someone mentioned it online

or was it irl i’m not sure

2022-02-17

i don’t remember the details but it was some big apartment

it was in the city nearby

the one my grandma used to live in

the apartment was pretty run down

not sure what we were doing there

also there was a scene where my sister grabbed my balls

that was the worst experience of life

if she does this irl i’ll break her fucking skull

2022-02-22

it was either a college or a school

it looked nothing like the ones i’ve been to

i was in a corridor with other people preparing for what apparently was going to be a p.e. class

we were supposed to dress right in the corridor i think

in any case there were clothes and bags everywhere

i had a panic attack and started crying for no reason

some time passed and i somehow managed to overcome it and dress up

the p.e. class itself was not even a bit p.e.

it was some sort of irl rpg quest

we were given pamphlets by the teacher which detailed what we were supposed to do

the pamphlets were actually just pieces of copybook paper with stuff written on them with pen

i don’t remember the quests themselves

the only person i remember is an extremely tomboyish girl

she was so tomboyish i thought she’s a transmasc

i checked her myspace profile after coming back home

i have no idea why myspace even still existed and looked like in the 90s

her bio said something like “i’m incredibly hot”

well she looked pretty hot for a man but not a woman

there were a couple of other dreams but i forgot them

one of them involved discord i think

2022-02-23

the first one was turkey

there was a scene where i was swimming with my dad

we went deep into the sea and found an ice cream shop

it was pretty expensive but we got some

i think there was also a thunderstorm while we were swimming

another scene happened in the evening

i was hungry and wanted to go find a restaurant

my parents decided not to go with me

according to google maps there was a shitton of restaurants nearby

after i went outside the turkish town slowly transformed into a depressive soviet town

like it was gloomy and there were khrushchevka-like buildings everywhere

i’m not sure what the dream ended with

the second dream was about andrei nifedov

i was watching his video about how he switched to linux

he was mostly positive except he wasn’t satisfied with wayland

he demonstrated it with some broken ui of a non-existent desktop environment

his main de was ubuntu-flavored gnome i think

2022-02-25

i was banned from the fedora discord server for asking how to pirate something

instead of asking to unban me i asked the moderator to keep me banned until tuesday

i could barely put my thoughts into words but everyone else was okay with it

2022-02-26

a long time ago humans have used a programming language called C

it was difficult and clunky but it did the job

however in the year 20XX a break through in computer science happened

the language called 🅱️ got invented

this language was so good that it could not only program computers but affect the reality itself

using 🅱️ a group of very smart computer programmers wrote a display server

the server was years ahead of anything people have ever seen before and wayland was quickly thrown away

however it didn’t last for too long

by the year 20XX the code base of the server got incredibly complex

due to the reality changing nature of 🅱️ an unfortunate bug occurred that turned everyone who used the server into animals

yeah that’s basically the dream

i was a random person tinkering with the code of the server

so technically not even an official developer

not sure if i submitted any pull requests or something

also i’m not sure if i got turned into an animal

tho prolly not because i remember being alive at the end of the dream